I used to have a lot of recurring dreams where I could deal with fears and issues that affected me but I couldn't quite overcome for some reason. Back in the day, I had this one where I was walking home from school and these kids appeared and mocked me, along with clowns and other creepy dream stuff. I think I had this dream over and over because I still held on to these self doubts and pains from school... but I couldn't go back to that time and confront them and resolve it. So I drempt it, and eventually became impervious to it.
I dont have many fears left.
However, last night I beat an asshole of a guy to a bloody pulp because he hit on Alix. :\ this is a problem... somewhat of a recurring dream, and I really need to figure out how to get past it... beating someone up is not the solution to this issue, the problem is I have a fear. I need to remember what that fear is and how to deal with it, via reason and control... not giving in to the fear.
The only other recurring dream I have is of so very many teeth falling out of my mouth... more then I have. I'm sure I am not alone in these types of dreams. My current lucid response is to recognize how stupid this is and create a stream of teeth beaming from my mouth and spray it around the room in a mock "zomg this is so horrible over the top invader zim" kind of way.
Going to the dentist today to finish up one of my root canals.
On a lighter note!
Soon heading to meet some other Islanders. Where we will likely hang out and discuss all kinds of awesome things.
my future plans include:
Buy Island with these cool people
Build my own Zeppelin
Construct 'print anything' printer
Air drop printers around the world and free them from capitalism.
Big impossible goals right? But each one only a little bigger then the next.... the first only a little bigger then writing a Massively Multiplayer Online Game by myself. After those come defeating death and a moon base... srsly.
Anyhow, I am excited about my Zeppelin. Major problems with zeppelin technology have been solved at this point... but they still aren't built because people are irrationally fearful of all that hydrogen. They were unstable in most weather conditions, unable to rise above gusts of wind due to air pressure... now we have pressurized cabins. Ive also been looking into designing terrestrial solar sails... lots of cool possibility. And I am sure I can find some tricks and shortcuts for building the thing... thinking about constructing a large scale 3D printer...Also, a high altitude platform like a Zeppelin is a great place to launch a spaceship to reach my Moon Base.
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